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the following posts that you will be reading are just pure opinions and ideas of a typical [delinquent] teenager who is morbid in nature and does not in anyway force you to believe whatever is written in the blog.

therefore you are being warned not to take further navigations if you dont have what it takes. if you dont have it, better head back, but if you have it, just kick the navigations.

brace yourself...

one who fears pain suffers... suffering deals with a sorrowful death... death is hell when you have lived just to suffer...

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

one of those days where no matter how hard you try to forget something, everything you see reminds you of it and the sadness that will invade your heart in less than two weeks. excuse my rambling its been an odd day.

posted at 5:46 AM

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How many times can a heart break before theres nothing left?
How much tears will have to fall before I fall asleep?
How long will I have to wait until my blood runs dry?
How then, when its wings are broken, can this spirit fly?
How?
What causes me such unparalleled, unending misery?
What wrong have I done to feel all this pain in me?
What have I lacked to deserve such anguish-filled nights?
What have I not given to make you see I need you in my life?
What?
Where did I go wrong?
Where have all those beautiful sunset memries gone?
Where has the promise of unconditional, unending love ended?
Where to, have all these daydreams and delusions led?
Where?
When will my heart stop wishing you were here with me once again?
When will I realize that its reality that your gone from me, then?
When will all those delusions and daydreams come true?
When will you rescue me again, because I still love you?
When, love, when?

posted at 5:42 AM

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i am here once more..
trying to renew. hoping this time it'll work. that this time it'll going to be better. trying to make things perfect inspite of these apparent imperfections..

picking the pieces of this broken heart. trying to make it whole again. fixing it with time little by little.

it is hard for me to walk all alone in this arid land of loneliness. naked. i got nothing but these broken pieces of my heart. shattered dreams. and a lost soul. walking. feeling the ground pricking my wounded sole. taking the sun's anger pressing down my scorched skin. i want to cry but my tears will fall no more. like the heaven's selfishness to make rain fall down unto this dry land. i found love and lost it. i lost love and got hurt. now, loneliness painted the whole of me. i tried to escape the pangs of pain but i got nothing to stop them from haunting me. and i got no one to fight this sadness with me.

how i wish i could find someone whom i can share my life with. whom i can share my all. someone who is ready to catch me when i fall. ready to face troubles with me. who will love and accept me for who i am. all i ever wanted is to love and be loved unconditionally. how i wish i could..

posted at 5:04 AM

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Monday, May 29, 2006

after years of boredom,,
damn village,,
it has been a long time since my last post,,

tama ba naman kasing mawalan ng dial tone ang buong village?
kainis!

well,,
it is good to be in touch with this blog again,,
hehehe,,
got nothing to post yet,,
miss this a lot,,

posted at 3:22 AM

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mike, mikhael, ency, pabs, pao, ion, man, manayon that is how my friends usually call me...

I'm a person who usually gets misunderstood by a lot of people. You might think that you already know me but for real.. it's just all lies.

I'm vain.. super vain haha, you could define the word vain in me. I hate backstabbers, fakers, people who pretend to be someone else to fit in, social climbers and elite people. I get serious sometimes, but most of the time I play around coz' I'm still a kid. Often, I don't take jokes as jokes and take them seriously. Weird? I can probably say that I am also moody at times. I'm cool with everything just as long as we have some kind of connection. I'm somewhat a martyr too. So, usually it's hard for me to turn down on something or someone except if it's really out of my league. I value my friends as much as I value my family. That's how important my friends are to me. Whenever I get pissed, I just shut up. I don't talk at all. It's up to you to figure what's happening to me. And if I don't like the feeling of the things that are happening around me, you'll notice it easily. :)