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the following posts that you will be reading are just pure opinions and ideas of a typical [delinquent] teenager who is morbid in nature and does not in anyway force you to believe whatever is written in the blog.

therefore you are being warned not to take further navigations if you dont have what it takes. if you dont have it, better head back, but if you have it, just kick the navigations.

brace yourself...

one who fears pain suffers... suffering deals with a sorrowful death... death is hell when you have lived just to suffer...

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Friday, October 12, 2007

due to threats to national security, i will not give a word nor divulge her name.

IS SHE HOT OR NOT? The INQUIRER Wasak says. . .*in chronological order of YM response*

runaway_achu: HOT!!!!!
runaway_achu: just becaaaaaaaaaaaause. bitches rule meng.
runaway_achu: hahaha
runaway_achu: (tsaka para me botong HOT no hahahah just for the sake. Not Guilty nga pusta ko ke erap kahapon. pagbigyan na hahaha)

rkcamongol: um. hot sya for her age actually. pero i hate the attitude. HAHAHAHAHAA

alexa: NOT!!!!
alexa: kahit kelan hindi hot ang bungangera at laitera at maldita na antipatika noh!
alexa: *lols*

Cy: NOT. mukhang stressed out witch, hehe

basqetball_freaq: not. not. not. not. and not a million times over. count mo yung million nots ko ah?
basqetball_freaq: x1,000,000 yung vote ko. hmp. plus si bibay. bale 1,000,001 na
basqetball_freaq: hehehe. seven votes ako. sports staff.

m_e_e_k_0: ayaw kong magka nightmares
m_e_e_k_0: hehehehehe

Jowan: not! *wide grin*
Jowan: naman! tinatanong pa ba yun?
Jowan: she's tooooooo loud!

carlaws2001: wahahahahahah
carlaws2001: teka, nagbago ba siya ng itsura?
carlaws2001: i must say she's not hot.
carlaws2001: kahit si sir ben, no comment sigurado
carlaws2001: hehehehehehehe

princess ominga: hehe, trick question ba to
princess ominga: *smug*
princess ominga: hehe
princess ominga: NOT
princess ominga: but she wears cute clothes and shoes
princess ominga: *smile*
princess ominga: so i guess, im in the middle..
princess ominga: hehe, un nga ang vote ko, since walang middle, sa not na lang ako, PERO, she has a really nice wardrobe..
biyaheng_maynila: NOT!
biyaheng_maynila: elbot all the way!!!

din villafuerte: ang gaunt nya tignan ngayon eh, so not hot
din villafuerte: ang hot ay si lola
franco emman von cena: lola ester?
din villafuerte: yeah baby, yeah!!!
din villafuerte: *austin powers

ex_groupie: NOT. because her hair is flat and she has laugh lines and droopy undereye area. she also wears animal-print pants as officewear which is not suitable for women her age. that, and she cuts in the line to the buffet spread.
ex_groupie: among other things.

my warhole: not dahil sa new hair color
my warhole: hahaha
my warhole: pero panalo sa fashion sense ang lola mo in Fairview *smiley*

junveloira: NOT
junveloira: mukang gurang na, kasi sobrang nakasimangot
junveloira: palagi

Emman says she’s HOT for having everyone answered this survey. And hey I find supladitas hawt.

PS pwede pang humabol. :)

posted at 11:54 PM

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

i am finally starting to realize how much blinded i had been trying to make this "commitment" ( as what my x-bestfriend termed our friendship to be) work out. am i not in the position to put pride for just once?

i am growing bitter everytime i grow nostalgic of what could have been a good brotherhood. i may have given too much but i never asked for something in return. well, i think, i should have just asked for it and maybe it did not come to this point where i never expected it to be. i am not perfect. i may be overly sensitive most of the times but i am aware of what i do and i try to put back the pieces. it's hard.

this may come to you as a surprise but for me it has been a long standing concern. i was too quiet that it has grown stagnant. now that you are ending our friendship, let me share my thoughts, my rambling thoughts.

a poet said "tonight i write the saddest lines", today i do too. they say friendship is a priceless gem that is why i keep them well, maybe too well that i do not give time for my self to feel that i am a gem too.

i don't want to be so detailed on this, i respect your right to keeping it to yourself. one day i'll forget about you, you'll see i won't even miss you, i know someone is going to be there for me.

i may not be the best but i tried to be. it is so weakening to think that it was so easy for you to decide to just forget about this "commitment", it has never been a commitment for me, and neither for you, i never told you to commit yourself, all i was after was the brotherhood, the friendship, you should have never asked me to be your bestfriend in the first place. i am not blaming you, maybe not on everything.

one day, we'll both realize how much this could become of a better ending. you never wanted to talk about it anyway.

you are Just Enough For a Friend, but you can not be the best, maybe not until you grow up and realize that not everything should be about you, that there are times that you should be the one to adjust to other people, start with your family. keep up to what your parents has been telling you to be, and life would be a lot easier for you. you are a wonderful being, you just have to be more appreciative, attentive and sensitive of the people and things around you. every dance has an end. step-up and prove to them how much more you could be. you know who made the wrong turn between the two of us this time. it was not me. do not turn back.

maybe for the first and last time i won't apologize.

today i am leaving my best behind.

posted at 8:35 AM

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ber month na. hehehe.

it has been months since i last posted. im doing fine but not great. last month my tita had a vaction here in the philippines and after a short month without even having a great chat with her i found myself at the airport waving her goodbyes.

school?? i almost got dropped from my speech class from having excessive absences, but since my prof is not that bad and not that good also, he still accepted me in his class. hehehe. lucky me.

friends. well, i do not find myself comfortable around them. i dont like people who pretend too much. who pretend to be someone else far from their true self. i hate people whom you can only approach when they are drunk. i hate people who cant even explain themselves. i hate people who cant differentiate what being mysterious and being plastic is. i hate people who are weak-willed. i hate people who keep pushing themselves to look cool when they are not even close to that. who keep pushing themselves to be fierce when they are not even close to growl.

lovelife. on the rocks. it is hard when the word jealous gets in the way. somehow, though little by little, we manage to recover from the turbulance. problems are still there but we're getting better.

family. lots of changes especially between me and my father. it was a long process though to get to this situation but it was worth it. im happy that we are now closer than before.

eun. ^_^

posted at 7:05 AM

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

last Saturday we [my old classmates -- my friends] had a swimming. it was quite fun though seeing my ex within someone else's arms was a sore in the eye. it wasn't that painful though, thanks for a friend of mine who never left me alone.

it was raining then but that didn't stop us from enjoying the reunion. that night was the first reunion we have ever done after three years. as expected the fun never stopped, not even a single sec. the body shot was the best part, of course [grin]. but the fine line between respect and having fun was still observed just to avoid spoiling the night. you can see the evolution of the ladies, they were not the same girls that we have known when we were still in high school. even the girls who speak so frequent way back in high school have grown socially inclined. we have all grown differently but the bond was still there and that was the great thing cause we may have changed a lot but are still bonded. that was a great night but as we all know everything has to meet its end, and by 6am in the morning everyone packed up with another happy moment sketched within everybody else's lives.

posted at 5:59 AM

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

Warning: Another Anti-Religion post
[user discretion.. note anti-religion post warning. Discontinue reading if you are easily offended by posts like this. For those open-minded people who continued, thank you.]

There's another thing i noticed that people do, rather... people say very often.
Talking to a friend about ghosts and the paranormal stuff, I heard him say,
"basta, faith lang kaylangan sa mga situation na ganun."
Faith... sure?
I hear this alot, may it be of war, before an exam.. you know.. stuff like that.

Can faith really save you? or does it merely pass the blame to religion when you fail?
Have you ever thought, "What does God do?"..
nothing perhaps..
What is God, anyway?
Perfection, some say.
And what are we, then?
--Imperfection?

So, yeah.

What does perfection do?
probably nothing.

Why?
Because inperfection does something..
they strive for perfection.
But never have they really reached to that point..
And probably they will never be.
Coz then again.. what will they do, once they're perfect.

So, is perfection eternal bordom..
doing nothing..

Probably.. but who can really tell..
[whoops.. kinda off the topic]

Now back to God.. If he is perfection..
If so.. then is he eternally bored..
That he wants all the imperfect ones to praise him.
To treat him as a superior being..

That's just strange.

[sorry for the verrrryyy long update. I've got a big writer's block. And i was simply too lazy. xD]

posted at 9:25 PM

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

PATLANG-- pasosyal na BLANGKO

wala lang,, its rare kasi to hear words like these,, hehehe,, i got this from alex's blog and apparently it caught my attention,, the word patlang goes with palasak, datapuwat, subalit, marahil and a lot more words that you can rarely encounter,, hahaha,, nakakatuwa lang kasi when you here people using these words,, ayt?

posted at 5:18 AM

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Monday, April 09, 2007

friends with benefits
[.definition.]
a friend, male or female, that one practices frequent sexual intimacy with but does not consider that person to be a boyfriend or girlfriend.

There's a time-honored saying that goes something like this: "Friends are friends, pals are pals, and buddies sleep together." I'm not quite sure what it means, but I think this adage is mainly poking fun at those who use euphemisms to describe friendships that are, shall we say, more than platonic. I'm talking about "kissing buddies" (the word kissing is usually replaced by the F word -- for F*cking Buddies -- also known as "friends with benefits).

Increasing trend towards Friends with Benefits relationship amongst Generation X is replacing the traditional boyfriend girlfriend relationship. This replacement provides less commitment, "strings" and ties, although the levels of emotion remain the same.

FF are friends, or maybe only acquaintances, who have a spoken or an unspoken agreement to have sex occasionally, without ever pursuing a romantic relationship. This term is a fairly new one, emerging from popular culture in the past 20 years or so.

As men and women become increasingly free to indulge in physical relationships with relatively fewer consequences (let's give it up for birth control!), sex is now more casual than ever.

As a result, some friends decide to take it to the next level, just for fun, without all the trappings of an actual relationship. Being simply FF is definitely easier at first, but are the negatives that come with it worth the promise of casual sex?

This sexual activity is also known to be the "jack and jill" session. Well all i can say to those who are involve is enjoy the ride while you can because it will eventually end up in a massive car wreck.

posted at 8:23 PM

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its nice to be in touch with my blog again after the tiring UNHOLY holy week,, im quite tired and i dont have the appetite of writing anything bout my unholy week yet,, chao,,

posted at 7:27 PM

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Friday, March 23, 2007

Never lie, steal, cheat, or drink. But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love. If you must steal, steal away from bad company. If you must cheat, cheat death. And if you must drink, drink in the moments that take your breath away.

posted at 6:03 AM

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mike, mikhael, ency, pabs, pao, ion, man, manayon that is how my friends usually call me...

I'm a person who usually gets misunderstood by a lot of people. You might think that you already know me but for real.. it's just all lies.

I'm vain.. super vain haha, you could define the word vain in me. I hate backstabbers, fakers, people who pretend to be someone else to fit in, social climbers and elite people. I get serious sometimes, but most of the time I play around coz' I'm still a kid. Often, I don't take jokes as jokes and take them seriously. Weird? I can probably say that I am also moody at times. I'm cool with everything just as long as we have some kind of connection. I'm somewhat a martyr too. So, usually it's hard for me to turn down on something or someone except if it's really out of my league. I value my friends as much as I value my family. That's how important my friends are to me. Whenever I get pissed, I just shut up. I don't talk at all. It's up to you to figure what's happening to me. And if I don't like the feeling of the things that are happening around me, you'll notice it easily. :)